My poor baby

On Wednesday night while playing with Adriana I saw something in her right ear. At first glance I thought it was a dried food, and started cleaning it then I saw something else inside her ear. It was puss. I started cleaning it too thinking nothing seriuos but even after I cleaned it, it was still there. I called Amli and we probe into her ear using a tissue paper.

We tried to look into her ear but we could not do it with her trying to get away, so I reminded myself to ask her teachers about this.

Unfortunately, yesterday we do not have our car so my father send her to school but when we got back form work, my father told me that her teachers told my father that her right ear have puss and it was a lot. Panic bell started ringing in my head. We decided to bring her to see normal GP first and we see from there.

Went to see our normal GP, he looked at her ear and started to clen it up and told her that it was infection from her nose. And according to the doctor if this happen to an adult, that person might lose the hearing ability. Luckily for kids it will get better with treatment. Phew....

The doctor then asked me didn't Adriana said something that her ear is hurting. Told the doctor that Adriana is a special kid, she does not know how to talk.
This is the diffuculties that we are facing with Adriana, some thing happened when she was dignosed with the HFM, we only found out at a later stage because she cannot tell us that she is in pain. When she cries we just assume normal illness stomach aches,fever, etc not this type of illnessess.

It such a heart breaking for me as a mother to see her like that, but Adriana is so special even when she is in pain, she will just smile at you and continue playing her favourite activities. This make thing worse as we cannot detect soemthing wrong with her until it was too late.

My poor baby is in pain and there is nothing I can do.